......... and I really don't know why!?!
I've had quite a good and busy few days. I found out on Thursday that I've got the flat I went for and I was over the mood. I was so excited. Spent the weekend with my family and then today I just can't seem to stop crying.
All the usual thoughts keep going through my head and I can't seem to be able to make them stop.
Fat, ugly, lonely, waste of space, everybody hates me, I hate myself, I hate my job, I have no confidence in myself what so ever, people walk all over me, no friends, no life, nothing...... my whole life is one big nothing
happy28
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that is so not true! somewhere inside you know that is not the case.
Congratulations on the flat. When do you move? Tis good news to be sure, but certainly leaves you a lot to do, no wonder you are stressed and feeling miserable.
Hugs