I just decided to do a one stone rune reading for myself considering what I managed to achieve today..... The stone pulled was the Journey. I also got a book with the Runes and some of the things in the explaination of this stone are quite fitting considering my current state.

Here are some of the things said:
- the journey is towards self healing, self-change and union.
- the end is in sight.
- you are no longer burdened by what you have left behind.

These things and the other things said all make perfect sense in my current situation.

It was my birthday today and as a treat, mum and I are going to the Trafford centre in Manchester tomorrow for lunch and to do a bit of shopping. I've been telling myself for over a week now that I'm going to tell her about how I'm feeling. I'm worried the 'right' time won't come tomorrow, but I'm going to do my best to tell her. I do need to talk to someone and I really don't have anyone else. I think I also need to tell her I've been texting him again, but I knocked that on the head earlier today, it was the right thing to do. I only contacted him as I was feeling so low and I stupidly thought he'd be able to help me.