Would you believe he only contacted me again yesterday evening - wanting the same!!!
Is he thick or what? In what language does 'NO' mean 'YES'???
I was not as nice this time and told him of all the things going on in my life, making it sound like I'm having a ball without him. I know he did not need to know any of these things but I felt better by making out I've moved on!
I'm still waiting to hear from college about the bookkeeping course, some one bought something from my website the other day (which was quite exciting and if it was someone reading this that decided to purchase then thank you very much), I'm still going to the gym 3 times a week, I do have my holiday to look forward to, I am semi-actively seeking a new job, 1 unit from my LDQ has been 'reassessed' and is complete (only need 1 more reassessing and 2 assessing but they've been submitted, it's upto them when they get back to me) and a few months ago I joined a free website for people looking for friends, I received a email 2 weeks ago from a woman who lives in the same county and I replied to her this morning.
I'm trying my hardest to not think about him, and I'm not, for most of the time, but I still do, and maybe I always will do but I've told him exactly what I think of him and I must not dwell on the past, I must concentrate on today and tomorrow, make plans for myself for the future, control my own destiny and before I know it, I'll be thinking - Simon who???? LOL
Think I'm having a good day today - so far.
Thanks to everyone for their support recently.
xx
EllieGant

Go girl! You've got a lot to be positive about.
Hope your day continued to go well.