I've been thinking more about sending him the letter. You see, I'm still thinking about him a lot seeing as he has just chosen to ignore me since we last spoke, I still think that maybe, just maybe he will make contact and thinks might be ok. I know deep down that that would not be wise to try and work things out with him but you can't just switch your feelings off like a light switch. At least if I sent him the letter then I know there would be no going back. I'm not strong enough at the moment to resisit him if he was to ring/text so maybe i'll just send the letter and wash my hands of him.

As for college, I had to contact them to say I can't go and register tomorrow as I don't get paid until thursday, but I've been thinknig more and more about doing something completely different and I have therefore withdrawn my application from the jewellery course and resubmitted a form to do Manual Book Keeping Level 1 (and it's half the price of the jewellery course) so I'll just have to wait and see what happens.

As for my LDQ i've had 2 of the 4 books marked and both books have come back needing 4 or 5 answers elaborated on. Now I don't mind getting something wrong and I don't mind elaborating on things but when you're asked to elaborate on things to include something which is not asked for in the question then that's taking the piss - but that is what I had to do on the questions which I needed to put more work into! I can not wait to discuss this in detail with my tutors next monday on my final study day and I wanted all my work submitted by then but I'm in no rush to type up the last few answers in the books that need marking as the bloke marking my stuff is on holiday until next week (did I mention I've got to have it completed by 22nd August).