I just want to scream.
Really not coping well at all. I spend too much time crying. I'm not liking my job at all. Life is just crap at the moment.
I don't have anyone to talk to, can't pop round to a friends house for coffee and a chat to take my mind off stuff as I have no friends.
I feel like I'm in a worse situation than I was in when I first moved here. When I moved, even though I was not working, I always thought there would be the potential to make new friends when I got a job, but that's not happened.
Have spent hours looking through job sites but there's not a thing out there that I can do without prior experience (well, nothing that pays a reasonable amount of money).
Why are things so expensive for single people...... I'll never move out of my parents as I'll never earn enough to do so.
Do you know what gets me most at the moment..... my whole lifes dreams have been ripped away from me, have been thinking more and more lately how I'll never have children, I'm getting too old! Funny thing is, before I met the ex I never even wanted kids.


katie1159
please don't give up hope. Keep strong as we never know what the future holds no matter how much we think we do.
Take care
katie
xxx