Well this does feel good!

I have my laptop back in full working order and I've logged onto here for aquick post.

I have to admit I have nothing significant to say as I am completely determined not to wallow in my own self pity, and even though I am miserable most days I'm going to try and stay positive on here as it may rub off in other areas of my life.

Not been upto much really over the last few weeks, launched my website which I'm quite proud of, although I need to do something about advertising it as there have not been many visitors and I've not been lucky enough to actually sell anything yet. I went for a look around a gym last week with my mum and we are both thinking about signing up as I could do with losing some weight and I'm also wanting to go on holiday but am a bit scared about going away on my own. I'd find it extremely difficult to chat to other people so I thought about going through a company that is specifically for singles but they are just too expensive. I have therefore resigned myself to the fact that a holiday may not happen this year, but seeing as I did go to Cornwall over Easter it's not as though I've not had a holiday at all this year.

I have also thought about looking into doing a course at college but I've so much on at work at the moment. I'm enrolled on two different (mandatory) training courses which are both distance learning which have to be completed quite quickly so I think an extra course may be slightly impractical at the moment.

I made a list of things to do the other day but there's little time to fit any of it into my life at the minute, but I'm going to slowly start looking at them as there will come a time where I do have free time on my hands.

By the way, mum's ankle is ok, she just has to stay off it for 48hrs, but she's not!