My head feels like a complete shed at the moment, things all mixed up and confused. I think (no, I KNOW) it's all to do with SD. We have had very little contact since we arrived home last weekend and me currently being 'hormonal' doesn't help. I know he's been busy at work and he's also been ill since he got home and I know I've been busy too but it just feels strange, especially after spending so much time together. We did speak on the phone the other night and silly me suggested I go visit him at the end of the month. I call myself silly as I sohuld make him come see me but the thing is, when very first got together, I always went to him as I work less hours in the week than he does. As our working circumstances are the same (he still works more hours than me), I just figure that I have more 'free time' to spend on the motorway travelling than he does and we would therefore have more hours together.

I guess I'm just missing hearing his voice, him being the first person I see when I wake and the last person I see before falling asleep, having a hug, holding his hand, just being in his presence makes me feel so much better than when I am alone.

I know I'm being silly but I can't help missing him.