he's text me every day since i last wrote on here, which is a good sign as it's more than i used to get. i've also spoken to him once and that was on thursday night. i'm quite impatient and would like to speak to him everyday but i'm leaving the contact thing to him at the minute. i'm not sure how long it will take him to twig on he's the one initiating almost all of the contact (sometimes i just can't resist) but a couple of texts a day and a phone call once every 2-3 days is enough considering the circumstances.

i am disappointed that we had originally decided to meet tomorrow but we've put it back to next weekend as i could be with him this time tomorrow, but i need to be patient plus it gives us both more time to chat before we do meet. we're talking like it was only yesterday when we last saw each other, only without the stress and strain of the cancelled wedding! we are going to have to speak about it at some point and we both know it's not going to be easy, but it has to be done face to face and i don't think next weekend wil be the right time or place, think we need to spend some time together first, see what happens and then work out what our next step should be.